SEBEL DEH.

Hello I'm currently in Malang rn and yeah.  This post will be full of my word vomits and my sincere thoughts.  That.  I.  Poured.  Out.  Of.  My.  Brain.  I WARN YOU.

Ada temen BBM yang pasang PP bagusssss banget.  Gini tulisannya ; LEK KOWE PENGEN NGERTI ATIKU SAIKI, NGEMUTO TAWON SAK MENIT WAE.

Do you know what I mean ??

OK.  Sorry for my rudeness in the beginning of this post.  I was so............ upset these days.  Why ?  I'll tell you guys.

1.  EXO's the First Box.  Yeah, this HOT ITEMS.  For you guys who don't know what it is, OK.  I'll explain this to all of you.  It was a Metal Box, contains of 4 DVDs, and an Earphone winder.  What makes it so special ?  Things inside these DVDs are ; EXO's Unreleased Video !  EXO in Backstage, in Hongkong, EXO when they are playing, It's like................................................  well you can say it "The World of EXO that we never see before.  And yeah, lol, what, I talked again about this freakin' fandom !!!

Sometimes I wonder why I trapped between my real life and my fangirling life.  sigh.  Okay, then, back to the topic.  So, this First Box is a Limited Edition produced by the money maker, SM Entertainment.  And it was around IDR 480.000 (without the shipping fee).  At first, I won't buy it because I'm not really interested spending my money on it; I prefer to buy some cosmetic products.  Oh well.  But then, everything changed when these 2 little brats came to me and suggest something horrible enough that made me regret my decision ;

Those little brats are Misspo and ChanJie and they said....

"Let's divide the price and order it !"

Whut.

I don't know WHAT KIND OF ELECTRICITY THAT STRUM ME AT MY HEAD THAT TIME BUT I JUST AGREED IMMEDIATELY.

Okay.  I'm the type of people who thought 'why do we purchased an album if we could download it on the internet' or 'why do we purchased a photo card if we could print it our self ?' or 'why do we go to a concert if there'll be plenty of fancams there in YouTube ?'

OK.  SO, I'M THE ONE WHO CONSIDER A LOT OF THINGS WAY SO LOGICALLY.

I'm the one who sees everything in a 'material benefit' perspective.  If I want to do this, it should affecting a good things to me.  Hmm, that's the way my brain works.  But rly, I don't know why I agreed back then.

But, a bulb came out of my head !  We purchased it, burn the DVDs and copy the video to our own laptop, and then , we can sell it again !!  With a lower price ofc, because we've open the box and it's not virgin anymore (whoops!) because we've touched it and we've burned it.  Why I wanted to sell it again ?  Because I want my money back !  And because it's LIMITED EDITION, I believe, even if it was a second hand stuff, the EXOstan who wasn't able to grab it will purchased it from us (because it's LIMITED EDITION, MAAANN !!)

But..... here's another turn backs.  Both of them rejects my suggestion to sell it again (well, at first they're agree with my idea).  What ?  The wanted to keep the DVDs for them self !  It's..... not wrong, tbh.  But I was busy thinking "they didn't want a benefit from this ?"

And then they replied "BECAUSE THIS IS LIMITED EDITION !!!  So we wanted to save it for our self."

Saus Tar-tar.

I got my own words; throw back at me.

I told the whole stories to my Mum and she commented ; "Well, it's not wrong, dear.  It's a rare stuff, though.  But you.... I believe you'll be such a great business woman eh ?"

yeeeeeaahh.  My infestation mind.

So because it's 2 vs 1 situation, I can't help but to lose and go for what they wanted.  I'm offering another option actually.  We purchased it, I'll copy the vids to my laptop, and both of you go take the box.  But, you should pay more, pay me because I've let the box to be in your arms.  Um, you get what I typed ?  And they agreed.

But, 3 days later, my childish mind and my fragile heart shakes......  I asked them "you don't have to pay me, but make sure that you share the box." and they nodded !! I just want to say a BIG THANK YOU for ChanJie and Misspo for having such a strong heart for taking care and for having such a fragile and dumb brat like me.  Love you guys~ <3

So, anyway, I should receive the fact that my money won't back to me.  Okay.  Problem done.

Done ??

NO !!

Some C-Fans and K-Fans are leaking the screen capture of the First Box (since they've received the First Box alrdy.)

At first, I'm fine with it, because I know how the fans who can't buy the First Box are so desperate to see even a little piece of it.  

But the next day.... SOMEONE UPLOADED THE VIDEO OF IT ?!?!?

I SPEND MY WHOLE JUNIOR HIGH SCHOOL LIFE STACKING MONEY FOR MY FUTURE LIFE AND THEN SOMEONE UPLOADED IT ?!?!?!

Remember that I'm 'that' type of people ??

WHY I PURCHASED IT IF THE VIDS WAS SPREAD THROUGHOUT THE YOUTUBE RIGHT NOW AND EVEN IT HAS THE HD VERSION OF IT ??

I know, some fans will go BLESS THE ONE WHO UPLOADS IT and some will go WHAT DON'T UPLOAD IT BTCH But pls, I still can't accept the reality TT_________TT

so the conclusion is..... I'm in a deep regret rn.  I should've used my money to purchase something better like cosmetics or clothes.  I wanted to talk to the fans who uploaded it and ask them for deleting the video but what ?  I'm just an tiny-mini-bity- fans in this fandom.  Everyone will saw my opinions but none of them will respond to it because they don't have a time for this shit.  Yeah.  This shit; my word vomits, and my personal thoughts.  And I HAVEN'T RECEIVED THE BOX YET IT'S STILL FLOATING ON THE WATER OTW TO INDONESIA.  I'll just make this as an once in a lifetime experience.  I won't spent my money in such a thing like this again.  #YOLO